o6. Have you ever seen the rain?

I got my mind set on you I was even hoping that there wouldn't be anymore love letters, no more love words on your fingers. Sometimes I'm just wishing I could hug you and whisper in your ear to never give up because even if she doesn't know it yet she'll soon become aware that you're a magic man. Otherwise I'd make my best to. Never promise anything to yourself when you know you won't be able to achieve it. I should have known better with a girl like her. Since two months, I've been watching you beside, even if you didn't notice it I really was trying to make her change her mind. Though words would harm my throat I said them anyway because I've known all along that was the only way for you. Not for us. These two letters were always separated for both of us. Even though we listen to the same music, have the same dreams, fall in love the same way, it's over. The truth is I'd like to love you, honestly. I've never been able to overcome matters, I guess it won't end here, that bad habit of mine. Now when I come to think of it, you aren't as fascinated as I am by that language and that's perhaps the only reason I wasn't ever able to speak to you without needing to hide myself. I've always been wishing that one day, you'd smile at me again. Now I know it's a waste of time, she.. I can't help thinking that she's not a girl for you. Even though she's got all qualities ever enumerated. I met difficulties expressing myself in my own language so I had no other choice than writing it like that. Because they won't understand the whole thing. Because these aren't things you usually tell to people. Actually you had never vanished. That sentence made me think of you. There's no need to start fighting, the fight's been lost already.

I can only keep hoping that one day I'll read what I just wrote again and will smile bitterly.